Tuesday, September 16, 2014

LHHH Premiere

        



        Alright so what do you all think about LHHH last night? Well for one I will say that I am so bored with Ray J. I feel like he isn't really that entertaining without a sex tape being involved. Second he isn't that talented to me. Honestly I think he is in denial about the reality of his career. He is just a hot ass mess and a waste of the show. No but seriously I can't believe Ray moved in another girl while Teairra Marí was out the house but still living there. One thing I will say is that I hate when people say they're grown women and men and act as an adolescent. He is a grown man but didn't have the balls to just tell Teairra he don't want to be with her. I mean 9 years off and on, and you can't be honest? I want to shine light onto something Morgan said to Ray. When he was late for a meeting with her, she said "You think everything is about you all the time". Mark my words, that's going to come back into play. You can mark my words that I think Ray and Morgan either slept together before, or will eventually. To touch on Teairra Marí, I know she was so hype and seemed extremely hurt (no she was) but I think she is passionately crazy. That's just another thought of mine. I will leave off with two points. When Soulja Boy was at that club no one cared that he was there really. Do you think his career is just over? And I love Omari's explanation for the B2K breakup, it was dry. A lot of things have been stated but what do you really think happened?


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Monday, September 15, 2014

Jhene Aiko

Jhene Aiko


       Alright I know that everyone is so in love with Jhene Aiko. Let me start off with the fact that she uses word play with her songs. For those of you who don't know what wordplay is it's tricking listeners basically. For example, you ever click a link on the internet and instead of what you wanted it to be it's completely different? Same thing when it comes to music. I do a lot of wordplay in my music as well, so that's really what has drawn me to her. My concern is can she be over doing it? Wordplay is good to draw people in but I'm not sure if every song you write should be from that angle. Next thing I absolutely love about her is that she is writing from her feelings and past experiences. Now I know that every artist (for the most part) does this but her interview on The Breakfast Club is why I even care. In the interview she made it clear that right now in her life she is only writing from her feelings and past experiences. Songwriting doesn't have to be like that, you can tell someone else's story. Here is another concern, most of her feelings and past experiences aren't good or anything upbeat. In the interview she also said that until she is done with her stories she will keep writing them. So how long are we going to be listening to the same type of songs or sounds. I'm a fan and probably will always be, so I wouldn't care if she was "In" or not. My question is do people think she will have longevity?


Live, Love, Laugh!♥

Sunday, September 14, 2014

Being Discouraged

                I know the name of this post sounds a little cliché, and I haven't posted in a long time but I have been going through so much emotionally. That's exactly why I decided to write about it. Before I go into detail I want to make a few things known. I am writing this from a sensitive place in my heart. I hope it can help someone who can relate. It's easy to judge, but try to understand.

               I have always had people around me that thought I was a beautiful girl. I've always known that I had a few callings. Singing has always been something I saw myself doing for the rest of my life among other things. As a child there was no confidence in my appearance. I use to get picked on for being dark skinned, not skinny enough and for being the tallest girl in the class. Got called names like blacky, dinosaur and wasn't allowed to play with certain girls because of my looks. Getting treated so bad in school for the way I looked and going home to hear family tell me how beautiful I was just didn't make much sense to me. As I got older I started to feel like MAYBE there was a chance I was beautiful, second guessing myself. In the back of my mind I never thought I was good enough or pretty enough. You would never be able to tell that I was dealing with all of these emotions. The fact I had no confidence in my beauty, started to slowly rub off to my confidence in my talents. To add to these feelings, I was having disappointment after disappointment with my career from the time it started. Added to everything I have went through a few personality/name changes just to try to make myself believe I was worth something. I know now I really am.

          Long story short I recently realized that if I didn't face these feelings, I would be continuing to hold myself back from reaching ANY of my dreams. I was making any excuse to avoid dealing with my emotions. I have promised myself that I would deal with everything and continue on until I reach my goals in my life. No matter how tired I get or how discouraged I get, I won't give up on myself. I'm starting all over again and not letting my past determine my future. I'm realizing another key thing in my life as well, closed mouths don't get fed. I can't let my pride get in the way. I have talent and I'm not letting my pride stop me.


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Thursday, December 20, 2012

New Update

     Whats going on! It has been so long since my last post. I am going to be frank with this post. Since the last post I have been doing a lot of crap. School takes up for a lot of my time but besides that I have to have a life right? So yeah, I was in the process of writing for my EP and I felt overwhelmed with everything that was put on me. So I said to myself its time for a serious break. The break I planned on taking wasn't what happened. A few surprise things came up at college and I had a few people on my team complaining. I understood why they were complaining but at the same time have some empathy! To make this long story short, I lost a few from my team and I just got depressed for a while. Not just from them deciding they didn't wanna wait for me to recover from everything, but because I had so much going on and it was weighing me down. I would often think about my brother and literally start to cry, didn't matter where I was. I am still taking it easy but I am also trying to move forward.

     As for the progress of my music, it is going good. I have been dealing with so much and in that, I have gotten so much inspiration. I am growing and improving as a writer and an entertainer. I have done a few local  performances in karaoke bars and things like that. Just so I don't lose that feeling that I love so much, which is the feeling I get when I perform. So I am back to my blogs and everything so be on the look out.

Live, Love,Laugh!♥

Saturday, September 15, 2012

Update

So i know i havent published a post in a long time. And believe me i am sorry for that. I have been busy as hell with various things. First off school. So i finished my year as a senior in high school and i a am attending college at UMFK for nursing. That added to my load of school work with recomendation letters and applications. On top of that I have been working alot. So yea, theres alot going on for me these days. I have good news though.... Can you guess what it is? Well i'm getting back to blogging :-). Not that this is the most exciting news. This is my deal, I have been busy working on two very important projects. One being my business I am launching. It is still in the works so I can't tell you to much about it. What I can tell you is it is an entertainment business and I'm working on the official website now! Second I am writing a book! This is still in the works also. I promise to keep you guys posted. Now as for my blog I will have special posts periodically, as  well as updates. I will try to stay updated but this college work has been kicking my ass.

For Monday's the theme is Playlist Monday's. This post will be about the music I've been listening to for the past week. This is new or old music. For Tuesday's the theme is Poem Tuesday's. This post will be different poems from different people. It can be famous people or everyday people. Thursday's are Youth Topic Thursday's. In this post i cover different topics that our youth face today. This has to be my favorite theme. Friday's are Fashion Friday's. This is basically the best and worst look every week. They can be old or recent looks. So to be featured in youth topics, or if you have  questions or anything else just contact me at VernellBoss@myself.com. I will get to you soon ....